Saturday, November 25, 2023

Who's on First

surgical removal of the corpus callosum — 

the “wide thick nerve tract connecting the left & right

cerebral hemispheres” — alleviated epilepsy

& also exposed the apparent existence of a second

though speechless self

                                          every time you dither

                                          consider your second self


might epilepsy be the frenzy of too much choice?


in one case the speaking self refused to name

his girl friend, whereas the non-speaking self

wrote down her name

                                        if a second self exists

                                        we must be a committee


neither self is first nor second, they must be peers

                   go to town or stay at home

                   eat lunch or drink beer

                   read a book or sing a song

the one that speaks merely voices the decision


                                              is morality

the voice of our better self? our noisier self?

think about postmortems

                                              pleasure or pain

                                              gain or loss

why would one self be “better” than the other?

surely either self can take either side


what if we were to acknowledge our second self?

if both selves could speak, & simultaneously

would we be able to make decisions?


imagine if we had three cerebral hemispheres


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