Monday, June 13, 2022

1972

our year in Geneva

high above the lake

where the Swiss are cold as ice

they demand cash up front

thousands of dollars

before I can stay with my child

the hospital room where he may well die

my husband’s employer pays

& I think, how powerless I am


inside the pale gray room

the intern is not Swiss

but a Swede, or a Dane

he’s human, & we wait together

it will be life or death

nothing to do but hydrate & wait

my hand on my child’s hot skin, I decide

what to do next — if he lives

I’ll stop being a wife


he lives, & later that same year 

the motorcycle we’re riding

goes down — the driver, my friend Steve

my two boys, & I, we fly

& land, sprawled & unhurt

Greek women draped in black 

emerge from bushes along the road

pat our body parts

feed the children bright hard candies


through skid & topple

all that long time we’re flying

I’m thinking, we’re happy

it’s okay if we die


Incognito As Summer

your elbow out the Chevy window

draws me close to wonder

how grief

alters your wolf’s grin


no one doubts the princess

weeps for the king’s death

(divined by the chorus)

falls for the conquering lord


apples, citrus, grapes, tea

— nitrogen, phosphate, and sugar — 

our helix of chemical bonds

chronicles wounds

like the Mahabharata


lyrics and melody

preview the roles we play

shooters and callers

dealers and spenders


every charmed rope

unspooling


Thursday, June 2, 2022

Not Life

government is passé

big-biz moguls rule the world

no one kills Putin

instead, bankers pick his pockets

seize his tycoons’ yachts

meanwhile, the little people

buy guns to protect

what little they have, & thugs

buy guns to shoot at random

shoppers here, schoolchildren there

we’re all in the sights of

some demented motherfucker

so do whatever you will

in whatever short time you have left


Flogged

I don’t know enough about cows

to know why a farmer might flog one

or why a man might beat his dog

I yell at my cats for scratching furniture

they watch me with great fearful eyes

they know, & they don’t know

why I raise my voice, whether a raised voice

means a coming blow — my father gave no

warning, stood behind me & yanked

me up by an arm so I dangled, hit me

as hard as he could, or so it felt to me

dropped me down — I cried in pain

I never saw him coming, never knew

what I’d done — picture the cow

flanks & lips bloodied — even now

a sudden loud noise behind my back

yanks me back, I’m still that child

one minute playing, the next damned